gray, quiet and tired and mean.

When I say I want a love like Jack and Rose, I don’t mean I want a tragic love story. I mean I...

Wed, 11 Apr 2012 11:26:14 -0400

When I say I want a love like Jack and Rose, I don’t mean I want a tragic love story. I mean I want the kind of love Rose had for Jack, a love that would make me forget my own selfishness.

Because let’s face it, if I was in Rose’s position, I would’ve gotten inside the lifeboat and saved myself.

But then again, I’ve never been in love.

03312012 I can only take so much lies and you’re way past your quota. You know what hurts the...

Sat, 31 Mar 2012 03:21:39 -0400

03312012

I can only take so much lies and you’re way past your quota. You know what hurts the most? Knowing I wasn’t worth the truth.

03292012 You make me confused. You make me confused all the time.

Thu, 29 Mar 2012 05:45:57 -0400

03292012

You make me confused. You make me confused all the time.

03242012 It sucks having to avoid you. But you know what sucks even more? That you don’t even...

Sat, 24 Mar 2012 07:42:51 -0400

03242012

It sucks having to avoid you. But you know what sucks even more? That you don’t even seem to care.

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03202012 I’m scared of how much I like you. It’s why I’ve been avoiding you, why I...

Mon, 19 Mar 2012 23:39:58 -0400

03202012

I’m scared of how much I like you. It’s why I’ve been avoiding you, why I stopped replying to your texts, why I keep avoiding your looks. I’ve never liked anyone as much as I like you now. It scary how you affect me.

03192012 I hate how you affect me physically. I hate the stomach aches and the sweaty palms. I hate...

Sun, 18 Mar 2012 18:16:04 -0400

03192012

I hate how you affect me physically. I hate the stomach aches and the sweaty palms. I hate how my heart beats faster when you’re around. I hate it.

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Sun, 18 Mar 2012 06:16:00 -0400

03092012 I know I shouldn’t feel jealous but I am. And it sucks. Big time. Because I know I am...

Fri, 09 Mar 2012 09:32:29 -0500

03092012

I know I shouldn’t feel jealous but I am. And it sucks. Big time. Because I know I am in no place to feel jealous. Because I can’t do anything about it.

03042012 I want to text with you longer but I feel like I annoy you so I stop.

Sun, 04 Mar 2012 08:53:39 -0500

03042012

I want to text with you longer but I feel like I annoy you so I stop.

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03042012 I don’t understand how people my age can jump from one relationship to another in...

Sat, 03 Mar 2012 21:55:00 -0500

03042012

I don’t understand how people my age can jump from one relationship to another in less than a year. I mean, if you broke up with a person, shouldn’t you be devastated? Shouldn’t you give yourself time to heal?

Someone told me that its others’ way of moving on: entering a new relationship. I think that’s just wrong.

03032012 My other friend and her boyfriend just broke up and I don’t know what to say except...

Sat, 03 Mar 2012 10:21:00 -0500

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My other friend and her boyfriend just broke up and I don’t know what to say except the cliche lines like, “Maybe it’s for the best.” or “Everything will be okay.” I’m the first one she told.

Why do they keep on running to me for advice when they perfectly know I’ve never been in a relationship ever in my life?

03032012 I don’t want to fail Physics. I don’t think a zero on my transcript would...

Sat, 03 Mar 2012 07:10:00 -0500

03032012

I don’t want to fail Physics. I don’t think a zero on my transcript would improve my chances of getting into a good medical school.

My friends say I can reach the target grade I need to pass, but that’s what friends say. They say things to make you feel better.

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03032012 I love talking to him. I love our late-night texts. I love how when I catch him looking...

Sat, 03 Mar 2012 05:55:00 -0500

03032012

I love talking to him. I love our late-night texts. I love how when I catch him looking at me from across the room, he holds my gaze for more than 10 seconds. I love how he makes me feel. But I don’t how I feel about him. All I know is that I don’t like the feeling I get when I see her with him. And it’s wrong. I know it’s wrong.

Because she’s my friend. And she’s in love with him.